Ya it's a different way of living for me. But something I have been trying to work on for awhile...it is not easy...easier when you're on vacation...I'm being tested a lot...and trying to find my peace in that there's always a different way to look at a hard situation...this human thing is hard work.....
Great chatting with you today. Again I enjoy your monthly write ups....good stuff....see you soon
definitely easier when on vacation! and I hear you, being human is hard work; I'm astounded every day by the way people endure, create, survive, and thrive. Thanks for reading and chatting - looking forward to seeing you soon!
Yes it's not nagging voice that says oh boy here we go again addressing this issue again... Or you're doing that thing again.... The feeling is somewhat guilt because I know that I am not living by faith.... Again I'm in that place Of not trusting... I'm doing instead of being....
I recently spent eight days in sedona ... I felt called to go there to rest.... I didn't go with any plan or agenda... I allowed myself to just be and asked the universe to guide me to what was of my highest good there... And I had the most amazing experience..... So when I got back my goal was to try to live like I was in sedona, in trust...
What I do that works for me is to constantly notice my behaviors or something that is again showing up. I acknowledge it and write about what I notice. I will work on it or I will verbalize it to my spiritual coach and she helps me to move through it and find a different way to approach it or sometimes just accept it....
mmm I got how this is at the heart of it for you: "The feeling is somewhat guilt because I know that I am not living by faith"
I love that you gave yourself permission for the aligned experience in Sedona though and that you're bringing that essence into your 'normal' life. It sounds like you're doing wonderful work with your spiritual coach and learning new ways of being.
This was beautiful...thank you for sharing...I struggle with some of these things too...I so needed to read this...I would like to say it's a nice reminder but in this case I am thinking no....
A little at a time is true! I imagine growth like a spiral. We make a choice, things open up, and then another layer of choices is possible. Or something deeper is possible. Like a yoga practice... Even with all I’d done, there was more to learn. I’m curious to hear how your experience may feel different though - which part feels like a “no” ?
I think for me it's constantly having to have reminders to stop overworking. , to remember to take care of myself better,. The reminder that where I am is dried up territory... That reminder that oh yeah I overworked myself again this week or month and I did not put my energy towards that other area which is the thing that is going to get me to where I desire to go.....its that nagging feeling like I have to have Constant reminders or til I get so frustrated I just want to scream because I am not where I would like to be..
I think I hear what you’re saying... do the constant reminders make it feel like you’re doing something wrong or not doing enough?
I catch myself feeling annoyed when I have to revisit certain lessons too, like UGH how am I here again still have this conversation. It always takes a very real moment to come back to myself with fierce kindness and assess how I can best support myself with a different choice (or just lean into acceptance).
What are the little changes you’re making? Or what IS working for you?
Ya it's a different way of living for me. But something I have been trying to work on for awhile...it is not easy...easier when you're on vacation...I'm being tested a lot...and trying to find my peace in that there's always a different way to look at a hard situation...this human thing is hard work.....
Great chatting with you today. Again I enjoy your monthly write ups....good stuff....see you soon
definitely easier when on vacation! and I hear you, being human is hard work; I'm astounded every day by the way people endure, create, survive, and thrive. Thanks for reading and chatting - looking forward to seeing you soon!
Yes it's not nagging voice that says oh boy here we go again addressing this issue again... Or you're doing that thing again.... The feeling is somewhat guilt because I know that I am not living by faith.... Again I'm in that place Of not trusting... I'm doing instead of being....
I recently spent eight days in sedona ... I felt called to go there to rest.... I didn't go with any plan or agenda... I allowed myself to just be and asked the universe to guide me to what was of my highest good there... And I had the most amazing experience..... So when I got back my goal was to try to live like I was in sedona, in trust...
What I do that works for me is to constantly notice my behaviors or something that is again showing up. I acknowledge it and write about what I notice. I will work on it or I will verbalize it to my spiritual coach and she helps me to move through it and find a different way to approach it or sometimes just accept it....
BTW IM A CHAPTER FROM FINISHING MY BOOK!!!
mmm I got how this is at the heart of it for you: "The feeling is somewhat guilt because I know that I am not living by faith"
I love that you gave yourself permission for the aligned experience in Sedona though and that you're bringing that essence into your 'normal' life. It sounds like you're doing wonderful work with your spiritual coach and learning new ways of being.
YES to your book! I can't wait to read.
This was beautiful...thank you for sharing...I struggle with some of these things too...I so needed to read this...I would like to say it's a nice reminder but in this case I am thinking no....
Change comes a little at a time....
A little at a time is true! I imagine growth like a spiral. We make a choice, things open up, and then another layer of choices is possible. Or something deeper is possible. Like a yoga practice... Even with all I’d done, there was more to learn. I’m curious to hear how your experience may feel different though - which part feels like a “no” ?
I think for me it's constantly having to have reminders to stop overworking. , to remember to take care of myself better,. The reminder that where I am is dried up territory... That reminder that oh yeah I overworked myself again this week or month and I did not put my energy towards that other area which is the thing that is going to get me to where I desire to go.....its that nagging feeling like I have to have Constant reminders or til I get so frustrated I just want to scream because I am not where I would like to be..
I think I hear what you’re saying... do the constant reminders make it feel like you’re doing something wrong or not doing enough?
I catch myself feeling annoyed when I have to revisit certain lessons too, like UGH how am I here again still have this conversation. It always takes a very real moment to come back to myself with fierce kindness and assess how I can best support myself with a different choice (or just lean into acceptance).
What are the little changes you’re making? Or what IS working for you?